Natural Mystics: Amusing Little Ramble

The muses of my daily rambling

I have an amusing little ramble for you. Amusing because they are from places I don’t understand. And yet, places that are tamed and meant to be. Rambles float through waiting for me to see.

all at a time 

one at a time  

for a cycling of suffering

for a moment

with lots of emotions

with calmness 

very noisy

very quiet

like a freight train 

like a crystal clear blue sky

So much held in the rambles of the truth seeker wisdom keeper.

I ponder, ramble and stumble through much of my day. I once felt this was wrong, a problem to be fixed. Until I realized, “Hey, I like to ponder, ramble and stumble through my day.”

Everyone else told me I was too deep, too much a thinker, too analytical, too philosophical, too emotional, too dramatic, too intense, too much beating myself up.

TOO MUCH ME 

I’ve come to see my pondering, rambling, stumbling more like the artist that tames the muse into life. It is the fire that burns deep within my being inspired, amused, connected, tingling with aliveness. I may end up with more questions than answers, but I love to be amused by it all.

Yes, I can be in that emotional cycling of suffering, stuck in a pattern of thought consciously or unconsciously. 

But, so what? 

It is only a problem when it’s been defined and accepted as one. Afterall, it is just a cycling for this moment.

I’d rather taste blood on my lips than numbness of walking dead.